不要小覷自己(瑪20:20-28)
十二宗徒之中,伯多祿,雅各伯和他的弟弟若望,可算是耶穌基督的『入室弟子』。因為在三個重要場合中,只有他們三人與基督同在:復活雅依洛的女兒(谷5:37);耶穌在高山上顯聖容(瑪17:1);在革匝瑪尼園深處祈禱(26:37)。這是非常合理的,伯多祿是教會的磐石(16:18);若望是惟一的宗徒在十字架下陪伴耶穌;最後,按《宗徒大事錄》的記載,雅各伯是第一位殉道的宗徒(宗11:1-2),被黑落德〔阿格黎帕一世〕所殺。雅各伯與若望脾氣火爆,綽號『雷霆之子』(谷3:17)。當他們向耶路撒冷進發,經過一座撒瑪黎雅村莊時,村民拒絕接待他們。這對『雷霆之子』問耶穌,可否叫火自天降下,焚毀這座村莊(路9:54)。可見這對『雷霆之子』,的確名不虛傳!相傳雅各伯曾前往西班牙傳福音,回到耶路撒冷後,在公元44年死在黑落德手上,應驗了耶穌基督的預言:「我的爵你們固然要飲」(瑪20:23a)。以後,他的遺體又奇蹟地移到西班牙安葬,聖雅各伯便成了西班牙的主保!耶穌基督在『真福八端』,不是教訓我們要「溫良」(5:5)嗎?雅各伯卻是個脾氣火爆的人,絕不溫良。而且聖經學者普遍認為,他的脾氣是他殉道的導火線。其次,按今天的福音選段記載,他們兩兄弟的母親,〔藉裙帶關係〕求耶穌給他倆在天國享有崇高的權勢(20:21b),試問公義何在?可見耶穌基督並沒有挑選精英來結合成一隊『夢幻組合』 ,建樹一個完美的教會。教會的成員各有創傷和缺陷、遺憾與挫折。耶穌基督用甚麼來幫助他們共融合一呢?是『護慰者聖神』,祂是聖父聖子之間交流的愛,祂又是『真理之神』(若14:17)。
親愛的兄弟姊妹,把目光注視著自己的傷口和缺陷是無補於事的,它只會繼續發炎腐爛。呼求聖神降臨吧!祂會更新我們的心靈、聽眾們的心靈;祂使大地更新復興(詠104:30)。聖雅各伯,為我等祈。亞孟。
天主保祐!
生命恩泉
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Don’t Belittle Yourself (Matthew 20:20-28)
Among the Twelve, Peter, James and his brother John formed the “inner circle” among the disciples of Jesus Christ. It is because in three significant occasions, the three of them stayed with Christ: raising the daughter of Jairus (Mark 5:37); the Transfiguration of Jesus on a high mountain (Matthew 17:1); the Agony in Gethsemane (26:37). This is reasonable because Peter is the Rock of the Church (16:18); John was the only apostle staying with Jesus during His crucifixion; and lastly, according to the book of Acts, James was the first apostle to die in the hand of Herod Agrippa I (Acts 11:1-2). James and John were hot-tempered and nicknamed “Boanerges, that is, sons of thunder” (Mark 3:17). When they heading towards Jerusalem through a village in Samaria, the villagers refused them hospitality. The Boanerges asked Jesus for permission to call down fire from heaven to consume the village (Luke 9:54). They were true to their nickname! Tradition has James evangelizing in Spain. After returning to Jerusalem in 44 A.D., he was beheaded by Herod, thus fulfilling Jesus’ prophecy, “My cup you will indeed drink” (Matthew 20:23a). Tradition has James’ corpse miraculously transported to Spain by angels and was buried there. St. James the Great becomes the patron saint of Spain!Has Jesus Christ not taught us to be meek in the Beatitudes (5:5)? James was definitely not a meek person. Some biblical scholars even speculate that his hot-temper led to his martyrdom. Moreover, according to the gospel text today, their mother asked Jesus to make James and John command high authority in the Kingdom of Heaven (20:21b). This is blatant despotism. Where is justice? Thus, we see that Jesus did not choose elites to form a “Dream Team” to build up a perfect Church. Without exception, all Church members carry wounds, defects, regrets and frustrations. How does Jesus Christ form them into a communion? It is the “Advocate”, the Holy Spirit who is the interflow of divine love between the Father and the Son. He is also the “Spirit of Truth” (John 14:17).
Beloved brethren. Gazing our wounds and defects does not help. They will continue to infest and rot. Invoke the Holy Spirit! He will renew our hearts and souls; as well as those of our audience. “You renew the face of the earth” (Psalms 104:30). St. James the Great, pray for us. Amen.
God bless!













