我們必須下山 We must Descend from the Mountain

四旬期第二主日，乙年
主題：我們必須下山

今天的福音開始時說：「六天後。」（谷9:2）那麼，六天之前發生了甚麼事呢？耶穌基督傳福音的工作，已接近尾聲。他準備前往耶路撒冷受死，完成他拯救世界的任務。耶穌基督需要建立教會，留給世界一個有形可見的組織，賜予無形恩寵的基本聖事。誰將會領導這個教會呢？於是六天之前，在斐理伯的凱撒勒雅地方，耶穌基督向門徒做了一個簡單的「民意調查」，以他們所知，在群眾心目中，耶穌是誰。然後，當門徒回答時，耶穌問了一個核心的問題：「你們說我是誰呢？」十二人之中，祇有西滿能夠答：「你是默西亞。」（8:27-29）瑪竇福音進一步報導，耶穌基督憑藉這個答案，明白了是天父揀選西滿作教會的基石。所以耶穌為西滿起名為伯多祿，並宣佈在這磐石上建立他的教會，惡勢力不能戰勝教會。耶穌在這個場合把天國的鎖匙交給伯多祿等等。（瑪16:17-19）

耶穌基督既然要把救贖工程交給教會，當然要透露這個救世計劃的大綱。豈料當他說出要到耶路撒冷受難，然後三日後復活時，伯多祿第一個提出反對。伯多祿的表現實在令人失望，耶穌基督高估了門徒的能力。耶穌基督要趕在逾越節在耶路撒冷受難，因為到時會有很多群眾聚集在耶路撒冷。所餘時間無多，怎樣補救呢？唯有為三個入室弟子「補課」吧。所以六天後，耶穌帶領這三個入室弟子上了一座高山，那自己的真身顯現給他們，讓他們明白復活是甚麼一回事，死亡其實並不可怕！這就是今天「耶穌顯聖容」的來龍去脈。

這事件給我們兩個啟示：

1. 無論人類如何邪惡，天主對人類仍然不離不棄。為那些犯罪的人，憑自己的努力，根本沒有能力補償自己的過錯。試問一個令數十個無辜的人喪失生命的校園槍擊手，憑自己的一條生命如何補償呢？天主明白人不能自救，祂竟然安排自己的聖子死在十字架上，為人類贖罪。祂的慈愛，令人難以明白。無論人類如何不中用，祂竟然放心把祂的教會建立在因為怕死而三次否認祂的伯多祿身上，並把教會委託給那些好大喜功，好逸惡勞，但又軟弱無能的人管理。祂的慈悲，真是難以估計。
2. 伯多祿看到了耶穌基督復活的光榮之後，心滿意足了。用今天的靈修術語，天主賞賜伯多祿靈修的最高境界。「師傅，我們在這裡真好！」（谷9:5）的確，在聖堂內祈禱，領聖事，參加禮儀，促進個人的靈修真好；又有彼此關懷的兄弟姊妹，又有團體活動，促進友誼真好！我們也會好像伯多祿一樣說：「師傅，我們在這裡真好！」但我們不能永遠停留在高山上，享受這份溫馨。因為我們的信仰是憑兩條腿走路的。一是靈修，二是關顧窮人，兩者互相配合，缺一不可。祇顧服務，與社工有甚麼分別呢？我們很快便會油盡燈枯！祇顧靈修，我們可領會到天主的旨意。但大自然中的山川雨雪，何嘗不領會天主的旨意呢（依55:10）？那麼，我們與一塊石頭有甚麼分別呢？因此，我們必須下山，按天主的旨意實行愛德，關愛窮人！

在四旬期，讓我們繼續努力，祈禱，守齋和施捨，報答天主對我們的慈悲，實踐我們的信仰。
天主保祐！
2015年反省

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Second Sunday of Lent, Year B
Theme: We must Descend from the Mountain

The gospel passage today begins with "And after six days" (Mark 9:2). So what had happened six days earlier?
The public ministry of Jesus Christ was coming to an end. He was prepared to go to Jerusalem to suffer and complete His salvation mission. Jesus Christ needed to set up the Church, leaving behind a visible institution to give invisible grace to the world, the Fundamental Sacrament. Who would lead this Church? Thus, six days earlier in Caesarea Philippi, Jesus did a simple opinion poll with His disciples. As far as they knew, what did people say about him? Afterwards, when the disciples gave their answers, Jesus asked a crucial question, "But who do you say that I am?" Among the twelve, only Simon dared to answer, "You are the Christ." (8:27-29) The gospel of Matthew further reports that with this answer, Jesus Christ understood that the Father had chosen Simon to be the foundation stone of the Church. Thus, Jesus gave Simon a new name Peter and on this rock He would build His Church. Evil forces shall not prevail against her. And Jesus gave Peter the keys to the Kingdom of Heaven etc. (Matthew 16:17-19)

Since Jesus Christ gave the salvation project to the Church, naturally He would reveal to them the outline of His action plan. When He told them that He would die and come back to life after three days, Peter was the first to rebuke Him! The reaction of Peter was disappointing. Jesus Christ had overestimated the capacity of His disciples. Jesus Christ had to reach Jerusalem before the Passover to suffer because by that time, many people would gather in Jerusalem. But time was running out. What remedial measures could He do? He had to give the inner circle of disciples an extra lesson! So six days later, Jesus brought the three disciples up a high mountain to show them His actual being, make them understand what resurrection meant and there was nothing to fear in death! This was the context of the Transfiguration.

This incident teaches us two lessons:

1. No matter how evil men are, God shall never abandon them. Since sinners, on their own, have no way to compensate their faults. Think about a shooter who kills tens of innocent people on the campus, what could he do to compensate with his only one life? God understands that men could not save themselves. He arranged His own Son to die on the cross to redeem our sins. His love is difficult to fathom. No matter how impotent men are, Jesus Christ entrusted the foundation of His Church on a Peter who out of fear denied Him three times, and entrusted the management of His Church to those ambitious, sloth and impotent people. His mercy is difficult to estimate.
2. After seeing the resurrection glory of Jesus Christ, Peter was satisfied. Using the jargon of spirituality today, God has granted Peter the highest level of spirituality. "Master, it is well that we are here!" (Mark 9:5) Truly, it is good for our spirituality to pray in the Church, receive sacraments and partake in liturgy. We have brethren who love and care about us. We have social functions to promote friendship. Naturally, we shall say like Peter, "Master, it is well that we are here!" But we can never remain on the high mountain to enjoy the comfort. It is because our faith is built on two legs: Spirituality and Option for the Poor. The two complement each other. We cannot walk on one leg! If we focus only on service, we are not different from social workers! We will quickly burn out! If we focus solely on spirituality, we are able to grasp the will of God. But don't mountains, rocks, rain and snow do the will of God? (Isaiah 55:10) Then, how are we different from a rock? Thus we need to descend from the high mountain to practise charity according to God's will to serve the poor!

During this Lenten Season, let us work hard in praying, fasting and almsgiving to repay God's mercy and put our faith into practice.
God bless!

聖神的催促 The Urge of the Holy Spirit

四旬期首主日，乙年
主題：聖神的催促

在乙年，我們可以細心欣賞馬爾谷所寫的福音。
聖經學者對他的寫作風格，有這樣的評語：馬爾谷的希臘文比較粗糙，並不優美，文學價值不高。但正是這個原因，馬爾谷的福音，卻充滿動感。例如，耶穌接受若翰的洗禮後，瑪竇說：「忽然天為他開了。」（瑪3:16）；路加簡單地說：「天開了。」（路3:21）馬爾谷卻說：「天裂開了。」（谷1:10）。如果你認為這是偶然，讓我們再看今天耶穌受試探的故事。瑪竇說：「那時，耶穌被聖神領往曠野，為受魔鬼的試探。」（瑪4:1）「那時」一詞給讀者一個「受洗」與「受試探」相隔了一段時間的印象。且看路加如何處理，他在耶穌受洗後，列出共16節長的耶穌族譜（路3:23-38），把「受洗」與「受試探」分隔了。而且，路加這樣說：「耶穌充滿聖神，由約旦河回來，就被聖神引到荒野裡去了，四十天的工夫受魔鬼試探。」（路4:1-2）兩位聖史有意無意地把兩件事情分開，其背後的原因，自有聖經專家研究。但為甚麼我們的印象，是兩件相連的事呢？這就是馬爾谷的貢獻了。

今天的福音用了「立即」，把耶穌基督的「受洗」與「受試探」緊扣起來；馬爾谷還用了「催」，而不是「引」或者「領」。縱使馬爾谷的希臘文並不優雅，但他卻為我們展示了天主聖神的動力！讓我為大家分享聖神曾在我身上的推動吧！

我在2015年領受執事聖職之前，是一個在中學教了39年聖經的老師，而且祇任教過兩所天主教中學。老實說，我的工作經驗和人生閱歷是非常單薄的。領職後，湯漢樞機除了委派我到聖葉理諾堂服務之外，還指派了兩個任務：聖經牧民和天主教勞工事務委員會。聖經牧民總算是駕輕就熟，勞工事務就要虛心地從頭學起了。
教宗方濟各在2015年四月頒布「慈悲面容宗座詔書」，宣告為紀念梵蒂崗第二屆大公會議閉幕五十周年，舉行「慈悲特殊禧年」，慶祝天主的慈悲。除了開啟聖門、朝聖、頒全大赦、舉行「24小時獻給上主」祈禱會、派遣慈悲傳教士到各教區赦免特殊的大罪等活動之外，每個月都為特定的對像舉行慈悲善工，例如：兒童、青少年、長者、慕道班導師、工人、病患者、難民、獄中的囚犯等。香港教區為響應教宗的號召，便成立了一個「慈悲禧年專責小組」在教區內推動慈悲活動。小組成員除了教友總會代表外，還包括了安老服務的安貧小姊妹會，為貧苦大眾和難民服務的聖雲先會和聖艾智德團體，教區禮儀委員會的青年代表，教區視聽中心的職員，當然還有教區勞工事務委員會的代表。
我是勞工事務委員會的委員之一，在一次例會上，大家推選一位代表加入「慈悲禧年專責小組」。當時，我感受到今天福音所說的「聖神催促」。這是一種很難描述的感覺，是一種血液中的暖流，一種心靈的振奮。我在心中一再默禱，「主！是祢的旨意嗎？」。最後，我舉手自薦。其實，這不是經過深思熟慮的決定。論經驗，我是新人，對工人在香港社會的處境所知不多，對勞工法例和外判清潔工人被剝削的情況，更是一無所知。委員中比我經驗多的，大有人在。論組織能力，為校內同學組織宗教活動還可以，為整個教區組織大型活動卻是非同小可。所以，當天舉手自薦，可能是「初生之犢」的衝動而已。

即使是「初生之犢」的衝動，也是天主聖神的帶領。回顧整個籌備的過程，令我深深體會到「慈悲」的意義。是包容別人的過失，是對別人不離不棄，滿懷希望。我們開始探訪天水圍區的外判清潔工人，發覺他們並不抗拒福音，原來很多教外人士是非常渴望認識耶穌基督的福音，福傳工作並不是我們想像中的困難。「安樂茶飯」是為他們舉辦的慈悲善工，今年是第三屆，已擴展到天水圍北的工友了。為我的另外一個收獲是探監。雖然領職時已申請到一個「監獄專職教士」通行証，在指定監獄之中「自由行」，但是都是因為慈悲禧年的原故，領職後一年纔實實在在地到監獄裡，探望失去自由的耶穌基督！從他們的故事中，獲得很多靈性上的啟發，充實了不少人生的閱歷。這不但是實踐「形哀矜」的機會，更是靈修上的功夫。福音說，樹的好壞由果子判斷。（瑪7:17-18）因此，我肯定當日自薦，是聖神的催促。

各位兄弟姊妹，天主曾在輕微細弱的風聲中向厄里亞說話。（列上19:12）我們便認為天主的旨意很難觸摸，以為祂喜歡在我們內心的深處，以微弱的聲音向我們說話。所以我們強調在寧靜的環境中祈禱，與主交談。這是對的。但請大家不要忽略了陌生的天主聖神。請向天主聖神開放，認識祂，讓祂認識您。祂有如風一樣，不受約束。（若3:8）天主聖神可以像微風一樣安慰我們，但祂一樣可以催促剛受洗的耶穌基督，一樣可以像烈風一樣，在五旬節催促120個門徒宣講，（宗2:2-4）也可以不同程度的風力，催促我們，結出九種聖神的果子。（迦5:22-23）
天主保祐！

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First Sunday of Lent, Year B
Theme: The Urge of the Holy Spirit

In Year B, we can enjoy in greater details the gospel written by Mark.
Biblical scholars have come to the following consensus on language of Mark: his Greek was coarse, not elegant. It has little literary value. But just because of this, the gospel of Mark is full of dynamics. For example, after the baptism of Jesus, Matthew says, "And lo, the heavens were opened unto him" (Matthew 3:16, ASV). Luke simply says, "The heaven was opened" (Luke 3:21). But Mark says, "The heavens rent asunder" (Mark 1:10). If you think that it is a coincidence, let us read again the story of Jesus' temptation today. Matthew says, "Then was Jesus led up of the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil" (Matthew 4:1). The word "Then" gives the readers an impression that the baptism and the temptation were separated for a length of time. Let us see how Luke dealt with it. After writing the baptism of Jesus, Luke separated it from the temptation with 16 verses of the genealogy of Jesus (Luke 3:23-38). Then, Luke says, "And Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, returned from the Jordan, and was led in the Spirit in the wilderness during forty days, being tempted of the devil" (Luke 4:1-2). The two Evangelists hint that the two events were separated. Let the experts settle this topic. As for us it is enough to ask why we have the impression that the two events were linked. This is the work of Mark.

The gospel passage we read today uses the word "straightway" to lock the baptism and the temptation together. Moreover, Mark uses "driveth him forth" instead of "led". Even if Mark's Greek was not elegant, he was able to demonstrate the dynamics of the Holy Spirit. Let me share with you my experience of being driven by the Holy Spirit!

Before I was ordained in 2015, I had been a teacher of Religious Studies for 39 years in two different Catholic schools. To be candid, my working experience as well as life experience are too shallow. After ordination, His Excellency, Cardinal John Tong not only assigned me to serve in St. Jerome's Church but also two more ministries: biblical pastoral work and HK Catholic Commission for Labour Affairs. Biblical pastoral work is my cup of tea but labour affairs are new to me. I need to start from square one humbly.
In April 2015, Pope Francis declared the celebration of the fiftieth anniversary of the closing of the Second Vatican Council with an Extraordinary Jubilee of Mercy in the papal bull "Misericordiae Vultus" to remember God's mercy. Other than opening of holy gates of mercy, pilgrimages, granting plenary indulgences, "24 Hours for the Lord" prayer services and the commissioning of missionaries of mercy to dioceses all over the world to absolve grave sins, works of mercy for particular groups of people were done each month. For example, children, teenagers, the elderly, catechists, workers, the sick, refugees and prisoners etc. In response to the Pope's call, the Catholic Diocese of Hong Kong set up an ad hoc committee to implement those works of mercy. Members were made up of representatives from HK Central Council of Catholic Laity, Little Sisters of the Poor, St. Vincent de Paul Society, the Community of Sant' Egidio, a young member from the Diocesan Liturgical Commission, a staff member from the HK Diocesan Audio-Visual Centre and of course a committee member from the HK Catholic Commission for Labour Affairs.

I am a member of the Commission. In one meeting, members were electing a representative to join the ad hoc committee. At that moment, I felt the urge of the Holy Spirit mentioned in the gospel today. The feeling was difficult to describe, sort of a warm stream winding in my blood and a vibration of the heart. I repeatedly prayed, "Lord, is this your will?" At last, I put up my hand to volunteer. Indeed, this was not a decision with thorough deliberation. As for experience, I was new. I knew little about the workers in the context of Hong Kong. I knew next to nothing about Labour Ordinances and the exploitations suffered by the outsourced janitors. There were many members more experienced than I was. As for programming skills, I was able to run religious activities in schools. But diocesan functions are of a more demanding magnitude! Thus, I was probably too naively impulsive when I volunteered on that day.

Even if I were impulsive out of naivety, I believe that the Holy Spirit was leading me. Looking back at the whole event, I can feel deeply the meaning of mercy. It is a tolerance of other people's faults, a refusal to abandon them and an insistence on hope. We began visiting outsourced janitors in Tin Shui Wai and discovered that they did not resist the gospel. In fact, many "non-believers" desire to know the good news of Jesus Christ. Evangelization is not as difficult as we imagine. This is the third year we organize "Comfort Reunion Banquet" for them as a work of mercy. We have extended to the northern part of Tin Shui Wai. Although after I was ordained, I was given a Prison Chaplain Pass which allows me to roam freely within designated prisons, I only started using it because of the Jubilee of Mercy. I seriously pay visit to those Jesus Christ's who have lost their freedom! From their stories, I gain much spiritual inspiration and they enrich my life experience. Not only are these opportunities to practise Corporal Works of Mercy, they are also spirituality exercises. The goodness of a tree is determined by its fruits (Matthew 7:17-18). Thus I am certain that it was the Holy Spirit who urged me to volunteer on that day.

Brethren, God had spoken to Elijah in a still small voice (1 Kings 19:12). From this we think that God's will is difficult to grasp and that He likes to speak to us in a still small voice at the depth of our hearts. Thus, we emphasize praying to God and dialoguing with Him in a quiet environment. That is correct. However, we should not forget the Holy Spirit which we are not so familiar. Open yourself up to the Holy Spirit. Know Him and let yourself be known. He is like a wind which blows where He wills (John 3:8). The Holy Spirit may console us in a breeze. The same Spirit might drive the newly baptized Jesus Christ into the wilderness. Similarly, like a hurricane, the Holy Spirit might urge the 120 disciples to proclaim good news on Pentecost (Acts 2:2-4). And He can drive us with different intensities to bear the nine fruits of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23).
God bless!

憐憫必得勝審判 Mercy Triumphs over Judgment

常年期第六主日，乙年
主題：憐憫必得勝審判

為了保障人能安全地在一個團體生活，團體會定下一些規矩讓成員遵守。為了團體的益處，人必需犧牲一些自由，法律便出現了。今天的第一篇讀經，便反映出這樣的一個現實。痲瘋是一種高度傳染性的疾病，在發現盤尼西林之前，這是不治之症。為了保障其他人的安全，痲瘋病人要接受隔離。（肋13:45）這種隔離並由此引申的歧視，在我們今天的眼中，非常不人道。不過在舊約，天主曾以痲瘋病懲罰過人（戶12:10；列下5:27；編下26:19），所以，一般人會把痲瘋病看待為天主的懲罰。因此，檢驗證明一個痲瘋病人是否痊癒，不是醫生，而是司祭。（肋13:6, 13, 17, 23 ...）

痲瘋病有如罪一樣，既傷害自己，也傷害別人。因此，痲瘋病人是罪人的一個象徵。其實，痲瘋病是一個很好的象徵，它出現在皮膚上，覆蓋著皮膚並慢慢侵蝕進去。同樣，我們都是按天主的肖像所創造，但罪惡包裹著這肖像，使它蒙污，更侵蝕著它，使它瓦解。因此，罪人有兩條可以走的路：就是誓不認錯，或是尋求天主的治療，天主的寬恕 。誓不認錯的後果是滅亡，但為甚麼仍然有罪人選擇繼續犯罪呢？是因為他們心存僥倖，濫用了天主的慈悲；抑或是他們以為自己罪大惡極，不敢相信天主的慈悲會寬恕他們呢？我們不得而知。今天的福音，展示了罪人應有的態度──謙卑。這個痲瘋病人，跑到耶穌跟前跪下，求耶穌潔淨他。（谷1:40）耶穌基督是他惟一的希望，他便不顧禁令，跑到耶穌跟前。他跪下，表達了罪人應有的謙卑。

現代人過份自信，覺得可以把一切玩弄在指掌之間。他有如天主，操控一切，他不需要耶穌基督，不需要對耶穌基督懷有任何希望！這份自信使他們不覺得天主與他們同行，他們的成就或是挫折，與天主無關，他們與天主日漸疏離。天父目睹自己的肖像如此，是何等難過哩！ 另一方面，這個痲瘋病人違反禁令，我們可以接受嗎？倘若他擅闖城市，散播病菌，危害他人的安全，這是不能接受的。但他違反禁令，是尋求「專家」的治療，這是應該的。當罪人一日及早與天主的修和，早日對身邊的人有益處，何樂而不為呢？
驕傲自大是人的死穴，它令人對自己的不善盲目，障礙了人尋求天主的治療。這個跪在耶穌跟前的痲瘋病人，做對了！

另一方面，耶穌本來可以祗說一句話，這個痲瘋病人便可以立刻痊癒。但為甚麼耶穌會多此一舉，伸手撫摸那痲瘋病人呢？此外，耶穌撫摸這痲瘋病人，自己也會成為不潔，不能接觸其他人，直至黃昏（戶19:22）。耶穌為甚麼要冒這個險呢？福音的解釋十分簡單，耶穌動了憐憫的心（谷1:41）！難道憐憫就可以不守法紀，橫行霸道嗎？正如雅各伯宗徒所說：「憐憫必得勝審判」（雅2:13）一樣的嗎？耶穌不是來廢除法律，而是成全它（瑪5:17）嗎？正是。且看，後來耶穌吩咐這個痊癒了的痲瘋病人找司祭檢驗和按法律獻祭，所以耶穌基督不是來廢除法律。他不守法紀去撫摸痲瘋病人，是以憐憫去成全法律！法律祗能做到犧牲小數人的利益，來保障大部份人的利益。對痲瘋病人的禁制令，無疑保障了大部份人的利益，但不能兼顧痲瘋病人的需要。請不要忘記，痲瘋病人和罪人也擁有天主的肖像！耶穌撫摸痲瘋病人，表達出對病人，對罪人的憐憫和關顧，補充了法律的冷酷無情。法律是為人而立，並不是人為了法律（谷2:27）！當然，我們可以想像耶穌在接觸到痲瘋病人一刻之前，已潔淨了他。因此耶穌撫摸的已是一個潔淨的人，祂沒有觸犯禁令。這種猜測是可接受的。

天父出於愛，按自己的肖像創造了我們。當我們受罪惡的折磨時，祂出於憐憫，召叫了我們領洗入教，恢復了我們天主子女的身份。祂進一步召叫我們度婚姻、獻身或聖職人員的生活，在這種生活中成聖，刷新這天主肖像的光輝。我們應該學習痲瘋病人的榜樣，謙遜地跪伏主前，求主憐憫。
天主保祐！

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Sixth Ordinary Sunday, Year B
Theme: Mercy Triumphs over Judgment

In order to protect the safety of people in a community, regulations must be set up for members to follow. For the benefits of the community, members have to sacrifice some of their freedom. Laws appear. The first reading today depicts such a reality. Leprosy is a highly infectious disease. Before the discovery of penicillin, it was incurable. To protect the safety of the others, lepers had to be quarantined (Leviticus 13:45). This quarantine and the prejudice it derived is inhumane to modern eyes. But in Old Testament times, God had punished some people with leprosy (Numbers 12:10, 2Kings 5:27, 2Chronicles 26:19). Thus, people saw leprosy as a punishment of God. Naturally, to inspect whether a leper was cured was the job not of physicians, but priests. (Leviticus 13:6, 13, 17, 23 ...)

Like sins, leprosy harms oneself as well as the others. Thus lepers are a symbol of sinners. In fact, it is an excellent symbol. Leprosy appears on the skin, covers it and slowly erodes into it. Similarly, we were created in the image of God. But sins cover this image, contaminate it and even erode to disintegrate it. Thus sinners have two choices: either to refuse to pledge guilty or to seek God's healing, God's forgiveness. Refusing to pledge guilty will only lead to demise, but why would some sinners choose to continue sinning? Would it be because they want to take chances, to abuse the mercy of God? Or they think that their sins are so grave that they dare not to believe that God would forgive them out of mercy? We don't know. The gospel reading today shows us the proper attitude of sinners --- humility. This leper came to kneel before Jesus, beseeched Jesus to cleanse him (Mark 1:40) Jesus Christ was his only hope. He disregarded the injunctions, came before Jesus and knelt down to show a humility proper to sinners.

Modern people are over-confident. They feel that everything is within their grips. They are like God, dominating everything and have no need of Jesus Christ, of putting their hope on Jesus Christ. This overconfidence renders them unable to see that God is with them, blinds them of the relationship between God and their successes and failures. They are moving away from God day by day. When the Father sees His images suffer like this, how upset He shall be!
On the other hand, can we accept the leper's breaching the injunctions? If he trespasses into a city to spread the fungus and harming the safety of the others, it is unacceptable. But he breached the injunctions to seek expert cure. This is appropriate. The sooner a sinner seeks reconciliation with God, the more benefits he brings to his neighbour. Why not? Arrogance is the Achilles' heels of men. It blinds him of his inadequacy and prevents him from seeking God's cure. This leper who knelt before Jesus had done the right thing!

On the other hand, Jesus would have cured the leper immediately with only a word. But why did Jesus touch him? It was not a necessity. Moreover, when Jesus touched this leper he would become unclean and could not contact others until evening. (Numbers 19:22) Why did Jesus take this risk? The explanation in the gospel is simple: Jesus was moved with pity! (Mark 1:41) Is pity an excuse for not obeying the law, the same as James, the Apostle says, "Mercy triumphs over judgment"? (James 2:13) Did Jesus come not to abolish the law, but to fulfill it? (Matthew 5:17) Exactly! Behold, Jesus later told the cured leper to be inspected by a priest and to offer sacrifice according to the law. Thus, Jesus did not come to abolish the law. That Jesus disregarded the law by touching the leper was to fulfill the law with mercy! In order to protect the benefit of the majority, the law can only sacrifice the benefit of the minority. Doubtless to say, the injunction on lepers protects the benefits of the majority, but it ignores the needs of lepers. Don't forget, lepers and sinners also possess the image of God! Touching the leper, Jesus showed the sick and sinners mercy and care to fulfill the impersonal laws. The law was made for man, not man for the law. (Mark 2:27) Of course, we can imagine that the moment before Jesus touched the leper he had already cleansed the leper. Thus Jesus was touching a cleansed man. He did not violate the injunction. This speculation is acceptable.

Out of love, the Father created us in His image. When we were tortured by sins, out of mercy, the Father called us to be baptized and restored our identity as children of God. He further called us to lead a married, or a consecrated or a clergy life in order to blush up the glory of the image of God, to be sanctified. We should learn from the leper, kneel before the Lord in humility to beseech His mercy.
God bless!

不戀棧過去的成就 Let Go of Previous Achievements

常年期第五主日（乙年）
主題：不戀棧過去的成就

今天的福音，承接上星期的故事。讓我們重溫一些背景資料。
首先，葛法翁是座落加里肋亞海北岸的一條漁村，有點像未割讓給英國前的香港。雖然福音說她是一座城，即是有城牆圍繞著居住生活的地方，有一座城門供居民及商旅出入，有點像我們新界的一些圍村。但考古隊伍並沒有發現任何城牆的遺跡。所以，福音可能是指葛法翁的人口，可媲美一座城市，即大概一千五百人，而不是說她有一座城牆。
按馬爾谷福音的記載，耶穌在約旦河接受了洗者若翰的洗禮後，進入曠野四十天接受魔鬼的考驗之後，返回城市，以葛法翁作為基地，開始他的傳教活動。耶穌依照猶太人的習慣，在安息日進入會堂施教。眾人對他的教訓，感到驚訝，耶穌既不落俗套，又充滿權威。而且，耶穌的權威並非空談，而是有實在的驅魔和治病作印證的。

今天的福音，帶出兩個重要的思想。
所謂「飛鳥盡，良弓藏；狡兔死，走狗烹。」這種中國謀臣的智慧，道盡作為獻計者的進退之道。倘若你戀棧、享受自己爭取得來的成果，而不懂得及時引退，必然招至殺身之禍。固然，在一個權力遊戲之中，這種忠告是正確的。但不要以為這種意見，祗適用於權力遊戲；其實，當中也有真正的人生智慧。

從個人的成長角度看，享受努力的成果是合理而且應該的。它肯定了自我的價值，提升了自信心，並且鼓勵一個人朝下一個更遠大的目標前進，促進個人的成長。倘若一個人戀棧著過去的成就，不願跳出過往成就所築成的安樂窩，試問他何來動力超越舊我，發展自己的潛能，向更高的目標邁進呢？到時，你不是被忘恩負義的皇帝殺死，而是被舊我所局限以至窒息死。因此，不戀棧目前的成就，纔能推動個人的成長。

同樣，從靈性成長的角度看也是這樣。領聖事和唸經是天主教徒天經地義的事，很多虔誠的教徒都隨身帶備玫瑰唸珠，每個主日辦告解和領聖體，成了他們的習慣。但這樣足夠嗎？天主真的希望你一生就是這樣度過了嗎？執事不是批評這種生活方式，虔誠不足。因為天主在這種生活方式之中，同樣給予教友很多的恩寵。不過，執事始終認為，天主為我們所預備的聖寵，決不會是這樣少的。其實天主為我們預備了很多的恩寵，祂希望我們不斷跳出自己的安樂窩，接受祂為我們擺設了的盛宴，一道又一道的美酒佳肴。你有每天撥出時間讀經祈禱嗎？你有閱讀「每日聖言」，在讀經之中尋求到天主的旨意嗎？你有探訪天水圍區內的獨居長者、外判清潔工人、到醫院探病、與聖雲先會探訪難民，在冬天為他們編織頸巾，送給他們嗎？甚至當在祈禱中聽到天主的呼召時，有沒有求天主聖神賜予的力量，勇敢慷慨地回應呢？天主在每個階段，在領洗入教，作為教友的階段；在社區內愛德服務，作為門徒的階段；在回應天主聖召，作為牧者的階段，都預備了豐富的恩寵給我們，等待我們踏出新的一步領受。

在今天的福音中，我們看到耶穌基督初出茅廬，在葛法翁的成就。他在會堂講道驅魔，在安德肋和西滿的家中落腳，吸引到全城的人聚集在那裡，求祂治病驅魔。馬爾谷說：「全城的人都聚在門前。」（谷1:33）雖然「全城」的寫法有點兒誇強，但可想而知，這並不是一個安息日的功夫所能成就的。無論如何，耶穌傳福音的事業，肯定是成功的。不過，耶穌並沒有被勝利衝昏了頭腦。當人人還未起牀時，耶穌已跑到城北的「荒野地方」祈禱。（1:34）耶穌基督雖然身為天主子，但祂在世時，尤其是在重要的時刻，總是不斷地一個人到安靜的地方祈禱，與天主聖父交談，尋求聖父的旨意。

各位兄弟姊妹，耶穌基督的榜樣提醒我們要檢視自己的祈禱習慣。可能我們生活繁忙，祗能在乘坐交通工具時祈禱，可能祗在用餐前唸飯前經，可能在臨睡前祈禱。耶穌基督何嘗不是個忙碌的人呢！上述的祈禱方式，都不是優質的祈禱，因為我們沒有給予自己充足的時間，領受天父啟示我們祂的聖意。相信大家對近來中梵建交的傳聞，感到混亂，甚至因為教廷好像向無神論政權屈服而感到忿怒。這是個考驗信德的時刻，因此，大家更加需要效法耶穌基督的榜樣，騰出時間，找個可以讓自己靜下來的空間，與天父蜜談，尋求天父的聖意。縱使我們心目中最惡劣的情況出現，我們仍深信天父喜歡把惡事化為美善。

其次，耶穌基督並沒有戀棧祂在葛法翁的成就，繼續往鄰近的村鎮傳福音（1:38）。當然，你們可能認為耶穌基督是一個滿懷大志的人，祂志不在葛法翁，而是整個世界。對！正因為耶穌基督和我們都懷有同一個志向，就是讓我們身邊的每一個人，恢復天主子女的身份，將來在天上，同享天主聖父的永恆生命。因此，我們不能停留在以往成就的安樂窩之中，我們要繼續迎難而上，慷慨地回應天父的邀請。
天主保祐！
2015年講道

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Fifth Ordinary Sunday, Year B
Theme: Let Go of Previous Achievements

The gospel passage today is the continuation of the story we read last week. Let us recollect some background details.
First of all, Capernaum was a fishing village on the northern shore of the Sea of Galilee, like Hong Kong before it was ceded to Britain. Although the gospel describes her as a city, that is to say, there was a wall surrounding the land on which people lived, a gate for people and merchants to go through, something like the walled-villages in the New Territories, archaeologists were not able to locate any remnants of a city wall. Therefore, the gospel probably refers to the population of Capernaum which might be comparable to that of cities, i.e. around 1500, and not to her city wall.
According to the gospel of Mark, after Jesus had received the baptism of the Baptist in River Jordan, he spent 40 days in the wilderness to undergo tests from Satan. Then he returned to the urban area, using Capernaum as his evangelization base. Jesus followed Jewish customs to enter a synagogue on the Sabbath to preach. People were amazed by his teaching which was full of authority. In fact, Jesus' authority was not empty talks but was back up by exorcisms and healings.

There are two important messages in the passage today.
As a Chinese aphorism goes, "When there is no more birds flying in the air, good bows are buried. When cunning rabbits die out, running hounds are boiled." This Machiavellian aphorism aptly explains how strategists in royal courts should position themselves. If you enjoy the fruit of your efforts and do not know the proper time to stay away, you end up being beheaded. Surely, this aphorism is correct in power games. But do not belittle it and think that it applies to power games only. Indeed, there is wisdom for life.

From a personal developmental perspective, enjoying the fruits of one's effort is reasonable and appropriate. It affirms our values, elevates our confidence and encourages us to move on to higher goals and thus facilitating personal growth. If one indulges in achievements in the past and is not willing to jump out of the comfort zone the achievements have built up, is there anything left to motivate one to transcend the old self, actualize one's potentials and move ahead to more lofty causes? By then, you are not beheaded by an ungrateful emperor, but are smothered to death by your old self. Only by letting go of the present achievements can one be motivated to grow up.

Similarly, our spiritual development is the same. Reciting prayers and receiving sacraments are trademarks of Catholics. Many of them carry rosaries in their pockets and go to confession as well as receiving the Holy Communion every Sunday. This has become their habit. But is that enough? Does God really want you to lead such kind of life? I am not criticizing this life-style as not pious enough because God gives a lot of grace to the faithful whose life-style is as described. However, I always believe that God has prepared more grace for us than that. In fact, God has prepared much more grace for us, wishing us to jump out of our comfort zone to join the banquet He has laid out for us, delicious dishes after delicious dishes. Do you take out a time slot to pray every day? Do you read the "Daily Gospel" and discover God's will? Do you visit the elderly who live alone and outsourcing janitors who work in Tin Shui Wai, sick people in hospitals or refugees with volunteers from the St. Vincent de Paul Society? In this cold snap, do you knit neckerchiefs to give them? Do you, even in your prayers hear God's call, ask the Holy Spirit to give you strength to answer God bravely and generously? At every stage, when we were baptized to be a Catholic, when we serve the needy in the community as a disciple of Jesus, when we answer God's call to be a shepherd of His flock, God has prepared abundant grace for us, waiting for us to put forth a new step.

In the gospel passage today, we read of the great achievements of Jesus in Capernaum when He newly emerged from the wilderness. He preached and drove out an unclean spirit in the synagogue. He stayed in the house of Andrew and Simon, attracting the whole city to flock there to beg him cure diseases and drive out demons. Mark says, "And the whole city was gathered together about the door" (Mark 1:33). Although "the whole city" was a bit exaggerating, we can imagine that this was not achieved in one single Sabbath. No matter what, the public ministry of Jesus was surely successful. But Jesus was not carried away by this achievement. Before people got up, Jesus had already gone out to a lonely place to pray (1:34). Although Jesus Christ is the Son of God, he kept on praying alone in some quiet places, especially during some crucial moments, to talk with the Father to seek His will.

Brethren, the example Jesus set us reminds us of the need to examine our praying habits. Probably we are too busy. We can only have time to pray when we travel to work, or only say grace before meals or before going to bed. But was Jesus not busy as well? The modes of prayer mentioned above are not quality prayers because we have not given ourselves sufficient time to receive the Father's revelation of His will. I believe all of us are very confused by the rumours of the Curia reaching a deal with mainland China. Some of us are even angry of Vatican's seemingly kowtow to an atheist regime. This is a testing time of our faith. Thus, we need to follow Jesus' example to spare time to look for a space to calm down and have an intimate talk with the Father to seek His will. Let me assure you, even if the worst comes to the worst, we should trust God that He is able to turn evils into blessings!

Secondly, Jesus Christ did not cling to his achievements in Capernaum but continued to preach the good news to the next towns (1:38). Of course, you may think that Jesus Christ was ambitious. He would only be contented, not with Capernaum but with the whole world. Right! Just because we share the same ambition with Jesus Christ, viz. to restore the identity of God's sons and daughters of each and every one around us so that in the future, we shall partake in the eternal life of the Father. Thus, we should not stay inside the comfort zone of our past achievements. We should brave the hardship ahead and answer generously the invitation of the Father.
God bless!

Drive Out Unclean Spirits in Us 把內在的邪魔驅逐

Fourth Ordinary Sunday, Year B
Theme: Drive Out Unclean Spirits in Us

Modern people seldom believe in miracles and exorcism. They prefer believing in physical sciences. If you believe in anything spiritual, you are superstitious.
However, we are human beings. We need to make sense of the world we are living in. Otherwise, we feel uncomfortable. The world we live in seems to be more than what we can see, hear, feel and touch through our senses. We are rational beings. We feel restless if we cannot find meanings and purposes in our life. Now, there simply are too many unfair things going on in the society. Our society seems to be sick in many ways! We don't feel comfortable with such things because we believe in fairness. We believe in a righteous God who will finally bring justice. When we believe in God, we also believe in an invisible, spiritual world where God, angels, devils and other spiritual beings reside.

The Bible tells us that Satan exists and it is a liar. Its best trick is to make people think that it does not exist. Unfortunately, Satan has been very successful and many people think that when most of the things we see can be explained with science, there is no place for God and for Satan. The second best thing Satan does is to gain possession of our souls. We were created in God's image. We are precious in the eyes of God. Now Satan needs ammunition to fight against God. What better ammunition there are than human souls! Therefore, Satan and its demons would do whatever they could to possess human beings in order to build up an arsenal to war against God.

What happen when a person is possessed by demons?
Simply put, when a person can no longer take control over himself for an extended period of time, when he does harmful things to himself and to others and finally when some supernatural phenomena happen around him, that person is being possessed. Truly, a mental patient cannot take control over himself for an extended period of time. He harms himself and even others. But he is not necessarily a possessed person unless some supernatural phenomena happened around him. Therefore, the Church must ascertain whether a person suffers mental illness or possession before sending in an exorcist to drive the demon away. In fact, a demon cannot possess any human being unless that human person opens himself up to invite possession. How? Curiosity can be a rather harmful tendency that invites possession. Secondly, when the moral integrity of a person is breaking down because of substance abuses and continual unrepentant sinning, that person will also easily become a target of possession.

When human beings make advancements in science and technology, Satan also evolves with us. Nowadays, Satan has many more inroads to gain possession of our souls. In ancient times, a person might find satisfaction and excitement in money, in honour, in glory and in sex. Nowadays, there are many more ways to make ourselves happy and be obsessed! We have many kinds of entertainment drugs. We can easily flip through pornographic webpages on our mobile phones and get connected with strangers through dating apps etc. What we eat makes us what we are. This is also true in a psychological and spiritual way. What we read makes us what we are. When we are unable to put our mobile phones away, when we feel restless without our mobile phones around, we are addicted. We are semi-possessed. Other than mobile phones, we can be addicted to other things such as drug abuses, gambling, shopping, sex and even work! There are workaholics who simply collapse in their work place! Isn't it tragic?

Unfortunately, God does not call us in an attractive manner. He speaks in "a still small voice" (1 Kings 19:12). On the other hand, there are far too many distractive obstacles which prevent us from responding to God's call. In a way, we have lost control over ourselves. We are possessed by our work, by maintaining relationship through sex, filling up our inner emptiness with shopping, looking for excitement through gambling and drug abuses etc. We are unable to shake off those chains with our own efforts. Who can deliver us from all these evils? The gospel reading today gives us the hope of deliverance. Jesus Christ is the Son of God. He is God himself. When the unclean spirit met Jesus Christ, instead of running away, it presented itself before Jesus. Why? It is because Jesus was its source of existence. It knew that there was no escape because cutting itself away from Jesus meant annihilation. Even demons know that they have to return to the Lord of life. Similarly, we need to return to Jesus, our source of life.
Thus, it is imperative for us to clean ourselves of our own addictions. Daily examination is an essential habit. Be humble to acknowledge our weaknesses. Reflect on how intimate our relationship with Jesus is. Like the possessed man in the gospel, present ourselves before Christ to acknowledge his Lordship. Say to Jesus, "Have mercy on me, Lord!"

The gospel does not say what happened to the possessed person after exorcism. In another occasion, the possessed person wanted to follow Jesus. Probably he wanted to ensure his own safety. He wanted Jesus to protect him for the rest of his life. But Jesus told him to go home to tell his friends how much good God had done him. (Mark 5:19) Similarly, be brave to answer God's call. He heals us and He wants other people to receive His blessings through us.
God bless!
2015 Reflection

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常年期第四主日（乙年）
主題：把內在的邪魔驅逐

很少現代人相信神蹟和驅魔，他們寧可相信科學。倘若你相信任何屬靈的事物，你便是個迷信的人。
可是，我們是人，我們希望明白我們處身的世界，否則，我們會感到不安。這個世界好像不祗是五官所察覺到的世界。我們是有理性的。倘若我們找不到生命的意義和目的，我們便寢食難安。我們生活的社會裡，有太多不公平的事。在很多方面，我們的社會病了！我們覺得不妥，因為我們相信公義，我們相信一位正義的天主最後會帶來公義。當我們相信有天主的時候，我們便會相信靈界的存在，天主，天使，魔鬼和所有靈體，都在那裡活動。

聖經告訴我們撒殫是真實存在的，而且牠是一個撒謊者。牠最狡猾的奸計是令人以為牠並不存在。不幸，撒殫很成功。很多人認為當科學能解釋一切可見的事物時，我們不再需要天主和撒殫。撒殫另一項專長是令人類出賣自己的靈魂。我們是按天主肖像所創造的。在天主眼中，我們是珍貴的。撒殫需要軍火與天主作戰。有甚麼兵器比人類的靈魂更有效對付天主呢？因此，撒殫和牠的使者會不惜一切俘虜人類的靈魂，建立牠的軍火庫，與天主作戰。

附魔的人會怎麼樣？
簡單地說，當一個人在相當長的一段時間內，不能自我控制，傷害自己，傷害身邊的人，最後甚至有超自然的現象發生時，這個人就附魔了。誠言，精神病人一樣不能自我控制，而且傷害自己，傷害身邊的人。他不一定附了魔，除非發生了超自然的現象。因此，教會必先確定患者是精神病抑或是附魔，纔派遣驅魔人把邪魔趕走。但邪魔不能隨便令人著魔，除非是人主動「邀請」牠。怎樣「邀請」呢？好奇是一個相當危險的傾向，令人容易著魔。其次，當一個人因為濫藥或屢屢犯罪而不願悔改而導致道德崩潰時，這人便很容易成為附魔的對象。

當人類的科技日新月異時，撒殫亦隨著進化。今天，撒殫有更多的途徑俘虜我們的靈魂。在古時，一個人可以從金錢，榮譽，性愛尋求滿足和興奮；今天，我們有更多事物令自己快樂著迷。我們有不同類型的軟性毒品，我們在手機上很容易瀏覽到色情網頁，有很多交友程式接觸到陌生人等。 西諺有云：「我們吃甚麼，就成為甚麼。」同理，「我們瀏覽甚麼，就變成甚麼。」當我們不能放下手機，當手上沒有智能電話便坐立不安時，我們已經上了癮，我們已陷入「半附魔」。除了手機外，我們也會沾染其他的癮，例如濫藥、賭博、購物，性甚到工作！君不見有人在工作間猝死嗎？多麼可悲！

可惜，天主並不用吸引的方式來召喚我們，祂以「輕微細弱的風聲」對我們說話。（列上19:12）另一方面，四周有實在太多的事物障礙我們聆聽天主的召喚。我們已經迷失了。我們被工作所佔據，以性來維系關係，以購物來填滿空虛的心靈，以賭博和濫藥來尋求刺激等。我們不能自拔，誰可救我們脫免這些凶惡呢？今天的福音帶給我們喜訊。耶穌基督是天主子，是天主本身。當邪魔遇見耶穌基督時，牠沒有逃跑，反而來到耶穌跟前。何解會這樣？因為耶穌是牠存在的根源。牠知道無路可逃，因為離開耶穌，牠祗會灰飛煙滅。連邪魔也懂得返回生命的主宰，我們怎不轉向耶穌，我們的生命之源呢？
因此，我們必須戒除我們的癮。每天反省是重要的習慣。謙虛自己，在主前承認自己的軟弱。反省我們與耶穌的關係有多少親密。好像那附魔的人一樣，臣服在耶穌基督前，對祂說：「主！憐憫我吧！」

福音沒有告訴我們驅魔後，那附魔者去了哪。在另一個驅魔事件中，附魔者事後想跟隨耶穌。可能他為了自身的安全，想得到耶穌終身的保護。但耶穌吩咐他「回家，到你的親那裡，給他們傳述上主為你作了何等大事，怎樣憐憫了你。」（谷5:19）同樣，勇敢地回應天主的召喚。祂要治癒我們並希望透過我們，把恩寵帶給其他人。
天主保祐！

女校畢業明白男生需要

彩虹邨天主教英文中學校長
女校畢業明白男生需要

王嵐 校長訪談 | 2018年1月22日

「我是這裏第一個女校長」，彩虹邨天主教英文中學（下稱彩天）何家欣校長笑說：「之前3位都是男校長，所以當時我一來到，他們都覺得比較特別。」學校沒有女生，男同學習慣在學校打球至汗流浹背時，拉起衣衫透風，當何校長走過，他們會馬上拉好。這種不張揚的禮貌，正是彩天學生的一大特色。 女校畢業的何校長，來到男校，發現兩者之間的共通點：「同學的感情都好好，而且因為所有事情都要做，反而學到更多。」因為沒有了男女分工，即使是講求心思細密的手工勞作，男同學同樣要學習。 

「學校地方細，比較逼，但亦因為這樣，我們的感情都很好。」何校長指出：「我們的校舍是一個井字形的結構，四周的班房、特別室包圍着地下的操場，可以一眼望晒。」緊密的建築結構，令彩天的同學及老師之間的感情加倍地凝聚起來。 

「每一年，Form 6的同學在last day那一天，會在小息或午飯前的時間，圍在走廊上一起唱校歌。」何校長回憶起4年前，初來學校看到這一幕時的情景：「其他年級的同學會出來一起聽，場面好感動、好溫馨。」 

除卻天主教教區的五大核心價值，彩天亦有一個校本的教育重心，「我們的校訓是『望、救』，演繹為『懷着希望，迎接救贖；培育同學，救援他人。』」其中「救」字出現了兩次，何校長直言，服務學習是學校甚關注的一環。「追求夢想亦是我們看重的教育理念，因為人本身要有希望，才能有力量去幫助他人，而透過幫助別人、發揚愛，自己亦會得到力量。」 

關於服務學習，學校有一項名為「生命馬拉松」的計劃，按不同年級、能力去實踐服務。校內有各種服務團隊如義工服務團，亦有全年級的活動，「如我們有一個『大節日小幫忙』的活動，會帶中三的同學到社區探訪老人家、送物資、幫忙做清潔，以及聊聊天等。」
計劃名為馬拉松，有延綿不斷之意，「始終學校在彩虹邨，和社區本來就很緊密。同學在探訪活動中幫忙的長者，平日在學校附近、社區中亦會遇見。」這讓彩天的學生服務不會局限在一次或數次之內，而是融入日常生活中。「所以他們會更容易知道長者需要什麼幫忙。」

聆聽樹木學習生死
幫助他人重要，幫助自身固然亦不能忽略，對此，何校長認為：「因為我們不能只有output，而沒有input。」所以，彩天將服務學習與靈性培育互相配合，其中更有一項結合了環境、社區的活動。「彩虹邨其實有好幾棵古樹，而我們學校正門口亦剛好有一棵古樹。」何校長講「古」，是為了介紹學校一個「聆聽樹木」的活動。「我們有一些接觸大自然的活動，其中一個就是帶同學去聆聽樹木的聲音。」同學們一起伏在樹幹上，學習感受大自然的生命力量，領悟生命與死亡的關係。 

中學時讀的是女校，畢業後的第一份教職是在一所男女校。當年面試時被問的問題，何校長仍記得，「佢哋問我：『你咁乖，你讀嘅學校又咁乖，你教唔教到男女校㗎？』」她當時覺得不會有什麼大問題，後來邊教邊學，雖然遇到不少衝擊，但同時亦有不少得着。「這麼多年後回看，教女校或男校，其實沒什麼分別。但也發現女同學和男同學分別具有的特點，然後再根據這些特點去配合。」

如在推廣閱讀方面，何校長正是按着男同學的特點去制訂適合的計劃。她坦言，學校的圖書館空間不算大，但亦因此更着力於圖書的藏量，「因為細細間，放不了太多舊書，所以我們的圖書更新就會更密。」如此一來，圖書的選擇變得更豐富，也更與時並進。何家欣校長發現，單純以口號去鼓勵男同學多看書，效果不大，而且男同學的出行習慣更與傳統的閱讀模式背道而馳。 

「我發現男仔出街永遠不會看見他們有背囊或袋，他們只有三寶﹗」何校長邊笑邊數：「電話、鎖匙、銀包」。她和同事們討論時也認為，同學普遍是這種輕裝上陣的風格，實在很難鼓動他們隨身帶一本書。「很多時和同學出外活動，你會見到他們把所有東西都塞進衫褲的袋，有些比較乖的就帶多支筆。」 

誘導男生手機閱讀
學校希望同學可以有多一個選擇，無論他們是在等人、等車、坐車的時候，除了玩電子遊戲外，還可以看書。「電話不是只有玩遊戲的功能。所以我們的電子圖書館從前年計劃籌備，去年開始推行，讓同學可以在手機下載，在手機上閱讀。」
電子圖書館藏有800多本書，分門別類，方便同學借閱。而有別於一般實體圖書館，電子化更加添了相互之間的交流。「點選書本後，可以看到簡單的介紹，而且可以留言，直接在網上作簡單的分享。」 

早在電子圖書館出現前，何校長已在校內舉辦讀書會，在午飯時間向學生推介書本。「今年我就約了一位學生，一起讀一本書，然後在讀書會上和其他同學一起討論、交流。」男同學在課外活動方面普遍傾向參加運動類，對文藝方面的參與相對較被動。學校遂在配套上加倍用心，希望從多方面入手，推動同學多閱讀。 

來到彩天已有4年，她回想2014年剛到任的時候，開學不久便遇上影響力席捲全港的雨傘運動。「當時我覺得很感動，同學的表現很成熟，他們向老師表達自己的訴求。」何校長很欣賞同學關心社會議題，也目睹他們對事件有自己的分析和判斷，過程中既有年輕人的熱忱，同時亦不忘保持理性的討論。運動結束後，她緊接着要準備遷校的申請，「因為要在一個月的時間內提交計劃書，便要在短時間內去深入認識學校。」完成申請後，她馬上又要籌備學校50周年的事宜。 

何校長笑言那3個月馬不停蹄的工作固然辛苦，但卻充實且受用無窮，「首先是認識了學生，然後了解學校，後來則更進一步去認識學校的舊生校友。」 

一所數百人的中學，從學生至學校本身，要好好認識至了解，不花一兩年也難以做到。但藉着機遇，她在數月內便超額完成了任務。「這真的幫了我很多，因為在第二三年，我便可以很順利地推展不同計劃，因為已有一定認識。」 

受教宗感召執教鞭
大學畢業便當老師的何校長，原來曾經渴望當一名記者，「之前學生也有訪問我，我告訴他們我本來想做記者，不過考不到傳理系。後來我在大學讀地理，因為也很喜歡。」她笑着說後來決心做老師的契機：「大學二年級時，我參加了一個在法國舉行的普世青年節活動，當時教宗在那裏召集所有天主教青年。」活動令她感受到教育的重要，「當時的主題用了耶穌的說話『你們來看看吧』！我醒悟到每個人都可以是別人的榜樣，可作為導師。」 

當時的感悟，令她改變主意，要成為一位老師。大學畢業後，馬上投遞履歷，然後開始教書生涯。「我在那間中學一做便做了15年。」何校長笑言自己一開始其實有點糊裏糊塗，「我讀書時的學校是女校，同學都很乖，到我做老師，去到男女校，才發現原來做老師、教育，和我從前認知的完全不同。」學生欠交功課、課堂上沒有秩序等，其實是學校的尋常寫照，但當時她是頭一回遇上這些事。 

「剛做老師時，沒有什麼教育理念，就是邊教邊學，累積經驗。」從不懂得教，到慢慢懂得如何讓學生愉快學習，是學生的成長，也是她自身的成長。「我在教書的生涯中有很大得着，也從中找到自我，也因此更喜愛教學工作。」

何家欣小檔案

• 家庭狀況：已婚
• 學歷：香港浸會大學文學士（榮譽）、香港中文大學學位教師教育文憑、香港中文大學文學碩士
• 執教科目：地理、宗教倫理、通識教育
• 興趣：看電影、繪畫及下廚
• 喜愛書籍：《牧羊少年奇幻之旅》、《人生最重要的問題》

彩虹邨天主教英文中學

• 成立年份：1965、學生性別：男
• 類型：資助、宗教背景：天主教
• 校訓：望、救：懷着希望，迎接救贖；培育同學，救援他人
• 學校佔地面積：約3040方米
• 地址：九龍彩虹邨紫葳路1號

撰文：王嵐
sarahwang@hkej.com

超越舊我 Transcending the Old Self

常年期第三主日（乙年）
主題：超越舊我

進入乙年，是從頭閱讀馬爾谷福音的好機會。
馬爾谷是伯多祿的徒弟，當伯多祿逃離黑落德的追殺，在羅馬傳福音的時候，馬爾谷成為了他的秘書，他的翻譯員。馬爾谷福音的資料來源出自伯多祿，因此，馬爾谷福音可以說是「伯多祿福音」。
那 麼，為甚麼伯多祿不親自寫下耶穌基督的生平呢？是否他祗是一個漁夫，教育水平低；甚至不懂希臘文或拉丁文，需要由馬爾谷代為翻譯，代為書寫呢？這個教育水平低的解釋並不令人滿意。因為新約的27部書之中，就收集了伯多祿的兩封書信。 即使有些聖經學者懷疑這兩封書信的作者，可能是託伯多祿的名義而寫，也不能否定在路加所寫的【宗徒大事錄】中，聖神降臨後的伯多祿，如何成為了一個脫胎換骨的人。所以教育水平低的解釋不成立。

另一個可能性是伯多祿正在訓練馬爾谷，培養他成為教會的領袖。耶穌基督以祂的死亡和復活，已拯救了這個世界。但祂卻建立教會，把未完成的救世工程，交給我們手中，然後離我們升天而去。耶穌基督願意我們有機會參與自己的救贖工程，藉此把潛藏在我們身上的天主肖像，發揮到盡善盡美！同樣，伯多祿跟隨他師傅的榜樣，不會獨攬所有的工作，而是與其他宗徒合作，並扶植後進。福音就讓馬爾谷寫了。

馬爾谷福音的資料既然來自伯多祿，因此，伯多祿沒有提及的事件，很大機會馬爾谷就沒有記載在他的福音裡。最明顯的例子就是有關伯多祿步行水面的記載。在五餅二魚神蹟後，耶穌打發門徒往對岸，自己獨自上山祈禱到深夜，然後步行水面，趕上門徒的船。瑪竇福音記載了十二宗徒中，祗有伯多祿跳入水中，跑向耶穌（瑪14:28）。馬爾谷福音卻沒有記載。又例如當伯多祿明認耶穌是默西亞，是天主子的時候，瑪竇福音記載了耶穌立伯多祿為教會的磐石，給他天國的鎖匙，赦罪的權柄，然後首次預言受難（16:16-21）。馬爾谷又沒有記載立伯多祿為磐石的片段而直接記載首次預言受難。為甚麼會這樣呢？請大家牢記在心，我們所傳的福音，主角是耶穌基督而不是我們。倘若大吹大擂自己的豐功偉蹟，我們便不是傳福音而是在自我宣傳。這是驕傲自大，而不是基督徒應有的態度。

今天我們所讀到的耶穌召叫首批門徒的描述，可謂輕描淡寫，把回應聖召的內心掙扎，輕輕略過。就憑耶穌的一句「來跟隨我！我要使你們成為漁人的漁夫」（谷1:17），安德肋和伯多祿竟然立刻丟下一切，好像想也不用想，便跟隨了耶穌。請記著，是「立刻」！雅各伯和若望兩兄弟也是一樣，的確令人難以置信，耶穌好像是一個邪教教主，催眠了他們一樣！幸好我們有其他的福音，可作參考。的確，路加福音引入了一個捕漁的神蹟，解決了伯多祿跟隨耶穌的猶豫。上星期所讀的若望福音，更告訴我們，耶穌的首批門徒，都是經過若翰洗者和親兄弟的作證，自己親自接觸耶穌基督，並且與他一起生活過，纔皈依耶穌。因此，今天所讀輕描淡寫的描述，其實是經過之前一段時間的內心掙扎和辨明之後的成果。

這個故事帶給我們三個教訓。

1. 天主的聖召不是一次過的，而是一生一世的。我們都是按天主的肖像所創造， 但我們卻生活在世俗之中，種種的世俗因素阻礙我們把這個獨一無二的肖像，發揮得淋漓盡致。因此，我們不應停留在舒適的舊我之中，而是抱開放的態度，細心聆聽並回應天主的召叫，領受天主為我們預備了很豐富的恩寵。
2. 天主不斷地召叫我們，為了使我們完滿。約納素來對外邦人，尤其是尼尼微人，懷有偏見。天主偏偏派約納向尼尼微人，宣講悔改，藉此讓約納有悔改的機會。伯多祿可能安於做加里肋亞湖上一個寂寂無名的漁夫，但天主卻要提昇他成為「漁人的漁夫」，宗徒之長，教會的磐石，基督在世的代表。所以，我們應給自己，給天主提昇我們的機會。
3. 我們必須與耶穌基督同在，藉祈禱、讀經、領聖事與祂接觸，看看祂住的地方，與祂建立密切的關係。祂是「道路、真理和生命」（若14:6），藉著對祂開放，我們更認清自我，更有力量回應天主的聖召，獲得提昇，更有力地履行教友的使命，成為「地上的鹽、世界的光。」（瑪5:13-14），甚至天主子民的牧羊人。

天主保祐！

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Third Ordinary Sunday (Year B)
Theme: Transcending the Old Self

It is Year B. It is high time we started reading the gospel according to Mark.
Mark was a disciple of Peter. When Peter had escaped from Herod's murderous attempts and proclaimed the gospel in Rome, Mark was his secretary, his interpreter. The gospel's source of information came from Peter. Thus the gospel according to Mark can be said to be the gospel according to Peter.
Then, why didn't Peter write the biography of Jesus Christ himself? Was it because he was only a fisherman, had not received any education; or that he was illiterate in Greek or Latin and thus in need of Mark's interpretation and penning the gospel for him? This explanation was not satisfactory. It is because among the 27 books in the New Testament, there are two epistles written by Peter. Even though some biblical scholars question the authorship, maintain that some other people wrote in Peter's name, it is undeniable that the Peter described in the Acts of the Apostles was a transformed person after the descent of the Holy Spirit. Thus low education level does not explain.

Another possibility was that Peter was training Mark up to be a Church leader. Jesus Christ has redeemed the world through his Passion and Resurrection. But he established the Church to continue his salvation project. He left the unfinished work in our hands and ascended to heavens. Jesus Christ wants to give us the opportunity to participate in our salvation in order to manifest to its fullness the image of God hidden in us. Similarly, Peter followed the example of his Master. He did not take everything in his own hands. Rather, he cooperated with his fellow Apostles and built up the followers. Thus Mark wrote the gospel.

Since the materials of the gospel came from Peter, what Peter did not say would most likely not appear in Mark's gospel. The most obvious example was Peter's walking on the water. After the Five Loaves and Two Fish miracle, Jesus sent his disciples to the other side of the lake and went up the hill to pray beyond midnight. Then he walked on the water past the boat of the disciples. According to the gospel of Matthew, only Peter among the Twelve jumped onto the water and ran towards Jesus (Matthew 14:28). Mark did not cover this story. Again after Peter declared that Jesus was the Christ, the Son of the living God, we find in Matthew that Jesus made Peter the Rock of the Church and gave him keys to the Kingdom of Heavens, the power to forgive sins. Then Jesus foretold for the first time his upcoming Passion. (16:16-21). Mark left out making Peter the Rock of the Church and went directly to the first prediction of Passion. Why is it so? Please bear in mind, Jesus Christ is the focus of the gospel we proclaim, not us. If we boast of our achievements, we are not doing evangelization but self-promotion. This is pride and arrogance, not a proper attitude of any Christian.

The calling of the first disciples we hear today is only a summary and has skipped the inner struggle the disciples experienced in answering the call. With one sentence spoken by Jesus, "Follow me and I will make you become fishers of men" (Mark 1:17), Andrew and Peter, without thinking, immediately left everything behind and followed Jesus. Remember, it is "immediately"! The same happened to the brothers James and John. This is hard to believe. Jesus worked like a cult leader, hypnotizing them! Luckily we have other gospels to refer to. Indeed, the gospel of Luke moves in a miraculous catch to resolve Peter's hesitation to follow Jesus. The gospel of John we read last Sunday tells us that the first batch of disciples followed Jesus only after hearing the witnesses of John the Baptist and their siblings, getting in contact with Jesus themselves and living with Jesus. Thus the sketchy narrative we read today is in fact the fruit of a previous period of inner struggles and discernment.

This story today teaches us three morals.

1. God's call is not a one-off event but a life-long one. We were created in the image of God. But we live in a secular world. Many secular factors prevent this unique image from full manifestation. Thus, we should not stay within our comfortable old selves. We should keep an open attitude, listen attentively to God's call and respond accordingly to receive the abundant graces God has prepared for us.
2. For our perfection, God keeps on calling us. Jonah harboured prejudice against Gentiles, especially people of Nineveh. God deliberately sent Jonah to proclaim repentance to people of Nineveh in order to give Jonah an opportunity to repent. Peter probably felt comfortable to be an ordinary fisherman on the Sea of Galilee. But God wanted to elevate him to be a fisher of men, the Prince of the Apostles, the Rock of the Church, the Vicar of Christ on earth. Thus, we should give ourselves and God an opportunity to upgrade us.
3. We need to live with Jesus Christ through prayers, bible studies and receiving the sacraments to see where He stays, to build up an intimate relation with him. He is "the Way, and the Truth and the Life" (John 14:6). When we open ourselves to him, we know ourselves better, gain greater strength to answer God's call and be elevated. We become more capable to discharge our mission as Catholics, to be "the salt of the earth and the light of the world" (Matthew 5:13-14) and even shepherds of the People of God.

God bless!